the short version

One of the groomsmen still hasn't been measured for his tux. It's now a rush order and it has to be done no later than 3PM Tuesday, AZ time. And I just got a bill from a doctor's office. Apparently, my ex-health insurance has decided they don't want to pay for a test that was done most of a year ago. To the tune of $1600. I can't call the doctor's company till Monday.

I can't reach two of the people I'd usually cry on and the third is tied up with family stuff. I know weddings often induce nervous breakdowns in the bride, but I was honestly handling things okay until I saw the bill for the test. I don't have that kind of money. If I knew a week ago, I wouldn't have scheduled RH and me to go to the family reunion, but it's a little late for that now. So here I am, with no way to distract myself, staving off a panic attack by sheer force of will.